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But I need this. I've got what feels like at least five years of frustrated annoyance about this place and no outlet for it. Between that and certain... Recent events... I need this.
Bye.
OK, I'm back. Ignore the above.
Can't speak for anyone else, but in case you were wondering, turns out time really did stop still, back home.
No, I'm not stupid. I know what this place is like. But thanks to my fucking dawdling about whether or not to leave for good I've got a new deal, which... Well, I wouldn't have felt the need to erase something from existence if it wasn't real bad.
Namely, getting replaced by my father. Because it's nagging at my brain and if there's even the slightest chance I actually turned into that him, I want every metaphysical trace of it wiped out of fucking existence.
Yes, it's that bad for me. You can thank a really traumatic flood for guaranteeing I came back.
Fabulous.