Home, Home On The Shooting Range...
Sep. 5th, 2011 05:31 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
acid_rayneSo, as most of you probably know, I use the top deck as my personal shooting/harpooning range. Those of you who hear the explosive gunfire, anyway... Between that and the gym, it just about cuts down on me wanting to strangle someone about twice a week.
Kind of miss live targets, though.
Yeah, I know, I'm a warden and that means being all goody-goody. Well, fuck that noise. At the risk of summoning Popeye aboard ship, I am what I am.
And it won't even mean anything after I'm gone from here... I mean, how many of you remember Morgan? Or Sam Tyler? Or that Q guy? And that... Really wasn't too long ago. I'm talking a couple of years, at most, right? Maybe three?
Maybe it's a long time coming before I take my leave, but what if I did? How long before people start forgetting 'that crazy half-vampire chick with the swords'?
And before you go thinking this is self-pitying, it's not. It's one of those rare times I actually get philosophical and say, yeah, nothing you do here probably will matter in the future. It's how you improve here which gets to affect your worlds, your people.
Don't stay here to spite us. Get out to help them.
And that goes for the rest of you wardens, too. You stuck in a rut? Get someone in to help. If you're sitting around and don't know what to do, find one of us to give you some advice.
I now return you to your regularly scheduled bitching and gossip.
Kind of miss live targets, though.
Yeah, I know, I'm a warden and that means being all goody-goody. Well, fuck that noise. At the risk of summoning Popeye aboard ship, I am what I am.
And it won't even mean anything after I'm gone from here... I mean, how many of you remember Morgan? Or Sam Tyler? Or that Q guy? And that... Really wasn't too long ago. I'm talking a couple of years, at most, right? Maybe three?
Maybe it's a long time coming before I take my leave, but what if I did? How long before people start forgetting 'that crazy half-vampire chick with the swords'?
And before you go thinking this is self-pitying, it's not. It's one of those rare times I actually get philosophical and say, yeah, nothing you do here probably will matter in the future. It's how you improve here which gets to affect your worlds, your people.
Don't stay here to spite us. Get out to help them.
And that goes for the rest of you wardens, too. You stuck in a rut? Get someone in to help. If you're sitting around and don't know what to do, find one of us to give you some advice.
I now return you to your regularly scheduled bitching and gossip.
