A Personal Bitch Me Request

[acid_rayne]

So, a few replies I've had got me curious... Indulge me.

Assuming we don't have some kind of pre-existing animosity, I figure my reputation's pretty, y'know, out there. Maybe a few of you still don't know me and that's cool. Can't say I know most of you, either. But the other way around's probably got a better chance than most.

I'm known as... What? The 'violent one'? The 'angry one'? Can't say we've got a shortage of those.

Anyhow, point still stands. A lot of you know me for something, be it my charming social etiquette, my bitching or whatever. And I make the odd casual threat, here and there, no doubt.

Hey, I'm old lady - I'm entitled, man. If I was like most of you, I'd be complaining about needing a new hip or something.

But have I ever actually done something... Y'know... Bad. Like, actually evil. Outside of that other place, that is, 'cause... Everyone was crazy there.

I mean, I've got paired up now. I've got someone I need to get some kind of trust going with. What good's it going to be if he gets told by folks on the sly that, "Ooh! You've got Rayne! She's gonna' stab you with knives and call your mom names!"

So... Aside from my quick temper (and a lot of you probably remember why that is), have I ever actually crossed a line? Done something which had, like, zero justification? I'm not talking about an argument we might have had. This is about me ever doing something.

This here's an amnesty zone. You can call me on bullshit and I won't yell at you for it. I just want to know, because I'm meant to be... Setting an example and stuff.

Comments

[acid_rayne]

Unless it is one of us, I'm thinking that'd be damn near impossible, even when we want to.

[fearcutsdeeperthanswords]

Why?

[acid_rayne]

Because they get to have all kinds of weird, freaky powers over the rest of us.

Thought you said you were a warden? You should know this stuff.

[fearcutsdeeperthanswords]

I know as much about him as you do. Almost nothing.

[acid_rayne]

You should've known that much.

[fearcutsdeeperthanswords]

You're just afraid.

[acid_rayne]

What? Where'd you get that idea?

[fearcutsdeeperthanswords]

Of the Admiral.

[acid_rayne]

Not nearly.

[fearcutsdeeperthanswords]

You're scared of what he can do.

[acid_rayne]

Why? Can leave any time we please.

[fearcutsdeeperthanswords]

He's still in charge here. And of our deals.

[acid_rayne]

Faced a hell of a lot worse.

[fearcutsdeeperthanswords]

Like what?

[acid_rayne]

A god.

[fearcutsdeeperthanswords]

You fought a god?

[acid_rayne]

Real nasty one, too.

[fearcutsdeeperthanswords]

Why? How?

[acid_rayne]

Someone thought it would be a good idea to raise the thing from the great beyond.

It wasn't.

Lucky for me, it was still gathering strength at the time.

[fearcutsdeeperthanswords]

Why would someone do that?

[acid_rayne]

Personal gain.

[fearcutsdeeperthanswords]

It always is.